Meant To Be..

November 13, 2013, Dear Diary. Beep beep beep” my alarm rang on and on until I had no choice but to wake up and shut it off. I looked around my still dark room in blatant despair, all I wanted to do was sleep, it felt like I hadn’t had a good night’s sleep in … Continue reading Meant To Be..

Midday Musings..

Nerves. They’re always simmering just above the surface, waiting to leap out at me. It doesn’t matter what I am doing, if I’m happy or sad, it doesn’t matter. I’m anxious all the time, my heart beats just a little faster all the time. Sometimes I try to catch myself and slow it down, I … Continue reading Midday Musings..

Lay Here..

Don’t feel, don’t cry, chin up, be a man.. Be a man, be a man.. All these lofty standards, all these rules.. so you struggle.. Even when you’re anxious, overwhelmed and tired Even when it hurts so badly that you cannot breathe Even when you feel like you have failed and you feel like a … Continue reading Lay Here..

Love and Scars..

Life is filled with random coincidences and I thought that this one was worth sharing. Few weeks ago while I was taking off my braids, I cut my left hand in a freak accident, the flesh came right off and it hurt so badly. Eventually it healed and left a scar above my thumb. I … Continue reading Love and Scars..

Come Home..

Come home. Two words, that simple. It doesn’t matter how far you’ve strayed or how lost you are all you have to do is turn around and make your way back home. Life is a maze, and we all scurry around trying to find our way through. So It’s okay if you take a few … Continue reading Come Home..